Satan

I watched Roman Polanski's The Ninth Gate for the second time. Last time when I watched it a few years ago I didn't like it. Mostly because of it's evil and satanic message. This time I liked it a lot.

Polanski's blasphemy in The 9th Gate can be even compared with Bunuels Viridiana. He's a mocking the blaah blaah blaah hypocrit humanists with his black humour and sharp anarchism. I understand why the moron critics don't understand Polanski's films, while he is constantly ahead of these idiotic times. Being survived from the holocaust Polanski understands the true nature of man. When the humanists state that every man is good, Polanski sees the evil as the typical state of human excistence.

Now we come to my best subject: christianity. Satan worshipping is naturally a phenomenon of christianity. It's not anti-religion as satanists claim, it's the same religion, same as christianity. Also Satan is the same as God. If you read The Old Testament you will see the One who kills israelites like mad dogs. He is called the jealous God, God of wrath, God of war. He is the one who orders israelites to kill heathen to the last cat, dog, woman and child, leaving no-one to cry for their fathers and husbands.

Satan came to the picture later, but he was also a creation of God, and God had given him power to kill and torture and to have followers. Many Satan worshippers come from the pentagostal families and that makes sense. If they haven't died on drugs or suicide after having an affair with the Devil, they'll come back to their old christian religion. But in fact they've had never changed their religion.

The end will come

Books:
Primo Levi: If this is a man?
Art Spiegelman: Maus
J. E. Salomaa: Friedrich Nietzsche

Film:
Michael Haneke: Time of the wolf

I read a book about a nazi destruction camp. It was Christmas. I was lying next to my wife, not being able to sleep and thought about the surreality of the moment. Of all these loving, caring people around me. This is all going to end, I thought to myself. Make yourself tough and strong, for the destruction will come. You should not fear the suffering, for the suffering is a natural state of a human existence.

The endless row of human waste, walking with heavy burdens. Nazi soldiers or other prisoners, higher in ranks, beat them as they fall or slow down. Destruction camp is not only a destruction of the bodies in the gas chambers, but a destruction of will and soul in a dehumanizing hard work and starvation. To survive you have to lie, steal, kill and cheat.

The nazies are prisoners too, they also struggle to keep their souls. They are a part of this industrial human sacrifice, and still they try to go home and love their wives and children.

I imagine the world as a large scale destruction camp and a millions of poor people working, killing, stealing and lying to survive everyday. (I have seen all this happen in South-Africa, Myanmar, Philippines...) I am a nazi in this working camp. my well-being is a cause of suffering and a brutal death for millions. But the end will come for me as sure as the morning. I have to work out, I have to take on heat and cold. The skin must be thicker, but more so for the soul. Struggle! Seek the Truth all time! Run from the nazies, run from their lies!